my long journey has past. now im a banking student at universiti teknologi mara kelantan.
sometimes i suddenly have a thought on what was i. i mean, who am i supposed to be. even i think about it hundred times a day it always come out with the same.i used to be one of national's hope, which only one of the most powerful people in the world. do you think i would able to be someone like that. for me, perhaps..nothing impossible. but for sure it need a lot of struggle.hurmmm...well that's what i need, it was my point of life. i've been dreaming for that ever. so i will try chasing after that point.. and i really hope that the Almighty God will blessing me, gave the chance to me. and if i can catch that point of cause i need to remember that it not come for free, for sure that i already struggle hard in my past.
hurmmm...actually i just talk about something that not happen yet...haha...
ouchhh..this is the worst part in my life actually, it start when i become a one of the uitm kelantan student..most of you must be thinking about the classes rite..hakhak...but no..it's not about the classes and for sure it also not about the lecturer... it's all about friends...wtf? i hate that part badly in my life. and for sure in my life i really fucking damn much and hate one person that i was blame for everything that i need to face about. the person who's start ruin everything in my life. for me he's a demon that i'll kill someday. wtf? i almost gave myself up because of this monster. i was freaking depressed with my life. moreover, i start lossing my friends every single day. by the way, dorg sume jenis bajet howt, mostly from kelantan, even if i was a kelantanese but i don't really like kelantanese...sbbnye tularh dorg syok sendiri...bajet diri tu hebat...nampak org laen lbey skit nk dngki...pdhal org tu bkn dtg ngan bmw ke ape ke...hurgh...really mnyampah...well im not maens that to anybody but it specific too some of them that i was meet....really menyampah lorr...korg patot jumpe dngn dowg ni...i don't want to continue more n more...i thought it enough for a little part about them.
by da way after all the worst thing happen to me it's not means that i doesn't have a friends there...i still have a lot of friends...mostly my beloved bff..haha...bob, afiq, cheraf, nurul, kak yanie and joe..even joe are not studying at uitm kelantan anymore....they are my friends that always there for me...i proud to have such friend like them...i hope all of us will be a friend until at the very end of our life....cheers for our friendship... .
that so horrible rite?
but i really thankful to the Almighty God because still blessing me so i don't need to stay alone and survive all by myself because i still have a friends.
now i just want to tell you a little bit about my daily life at uitm kelantan..well...until now i culdnt help myself. nk bangun pg utk g kelas amatla terseksa. but a great thank to afiq because keep being my alarm clock..hakhak..nk kjutkn org pling la mls kan...tp afiq...tu la kjew die..hahaha
yela, everyday die la yg kjutkan ktorg...my class can be said as not to pack. the most interest thing is phone are allowed during the classes and bla...bla...bla...haha
guys do you know that once upon a time im also get an offer to join navy interview...but it's really embarrassed experience in my life...you know why, haha...i actually past for their 3 paper writing exam but because of my lack of confident to continue another one weeks of interview at the moment i was voluntarily quit from the interview..haha...
n till now, my mother and other family members including those relatives have bad impression on me. its terrible for me. but i know, in order to quit, thats one of the challanges. so now im still have a chance to be an important person...im now a student in banking management at universiti teknologi mara. my new life still need to struggle in order to continue my new journey, my point of life. i am happy with my current life. the university, the course im taking, the friends, the way i live my life, all are so pleasant for me. yet i try to not remember all my past experiences whenever these stuff across my mind, i try to quickly forget it, think of something else. its okay,it really helped me actually.
now i want to focus on my life now. by 23, i already have a degree in marketing or islamic banking, and i wanna start my real life from there. wanna be successful person, position that can be proud, kumpul duit banyak2 and build a castle for my lovely mum n siblings. that what i really want...haha
before i end my word i really apologise for my grammar that was really tunggang langgang...ntah pape...hakhak...i'll try to improved my grammar as well as possible..hurmm..whatever laa...huhu..
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